Lydie Imhoff, 43, was born with hemiplegia and is nearly blind, but she gradually lost the use of her limbs. Last year, she made the decision to travel from her native France to Belgium to undergo her euthanasia due to the “fear of living inside her corpse”.
An AFP team first spoke to Liddy in March 2023 and met with a psychiatrist in Brussels to discuss the procedure, which was legalized in Belgium 20 years ago but remains illegal in France. I was given the go-ahead to receive it.
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